Tsk, I'm supposed to study Amaths now and Tamil later and yet I'm sneaking out here to post.
A little procrastinator right? Teehees.
Today was a little fast paced packed, busy tiring day as usual.
With Speech Day so close and the first ever script rehearsal we had, the pressure and stress is definitely a lot.
Blazer is drawn :D I love the blazer a lot.
Since it is going to be my second last time wearing it, I better cherish it.
Okay, back to topic.
Dad is like, girl you are already Sec 4 and why are you doing all these?
SYF not enough is it? Still got emceeing staying back late for lessons and rehearsals.
And he went on about my atrocious results.
Haha, and I actually listened to it before it went out of hand.
But after that mini lecture, when will be my next time doing SYF?
Doing emcee jobs? I can't help but to think of it.
After this, I will soon move on with life trying to work my way to my goals.
Time will seem short then.
So I told my dad that, when will be the next time that I will have time to do something that I really like and when will be the next time I will have a chance to do something for the first time?
Only my secondary school life grants me the freedom, opportunities and the platform to do all this.
Let me have this moment.
Who knows this might be my last emcee job for the school.
Neither do I want to stop doing all these.
If time could freeze or slow down.
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Well I think my reflection today made me feel why I am who I am now.
It is complicated.
In my life I guess.
Dad and Mum are both sick.
In fact our whole family is sick.
Cough after cough.
I hope all of us gets well soon.
& Mum, I love you.
You are getting better.
Don't worry too much.
I don't care what the doctor says but I know you are a strong woman.
I need to go now and study.
I'm ending this post on a high note!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPHANIE LAM :D
Yes yes Mrs Joel.:D
Labels: Birthday, Reflection, School
I shall update this area more often I guess.
School is not getting easier.
It's more challenging that I thought.
Speech Day is on Friday. So is NYAA Graduation Ceremony.
Well something has been bugging me and I really want to get it out of my chest.
Its about my CCA.
To everyone in Drama:
I know I have not done my best as a Vice-Chairperson of the club.
I have definitely let many of you down.
Most importantly, I know you guys undergo lots of pressure when I'm leading.
However, I just want to say that the pressure that I give you guys is not only by me.
You guys also contributed to it.
For example, SYF.
Everyone knows it is an important competition for us.
However, it was obvious that we weren't even feeling it.
We weren't serious about it despite the competition being a very important step for us as a club.
Only some were serious, which was not fair for them to be dragged down by all your doings.
It may seem like I've been bossing around and all.
But the trouble we go through to lead the club is not known to all of you.
Now its time for Hazel & I to leave.
You can no longer depend on us.
There are some things that you guys ought to know.
Half of your SYF cast are from Secondary 4(Hazel, Nicholsen, Ryan & I)
Ezzati, Mason and Sabrina are in Secondary 3.
There isn't any lower secondary students in the cast.
In two years time, the current lower secondary students, you have to step up and be in the cast.
It's time to unleash whatever you have in you.
Don't hide anymore.
We are running out of time.
Shine, that is why you are in drama club.
We have to get serious.
We can play, but we also need to learn and work.
Drama is a serious club as a whole and we have many aims of ours to achieve.
I hope all of you will wake up.
To my current committee:
I have been disappointed many times with you.
Be it behaviour wise or commitment wise.
We were not a good example to the Secondary 3 and we couldn't teach them well.
I hope you guys gain whatever you wanted, at least.
Thanks for working with me and Hazel.
Some way or another, you guys were also helpful to us.
To my future committee:
You guys have a alot of learn.
And a lot of job to do.
The standard is raised for you.
Don't disappoint Hazel and I especially.
Those selected in the committee, you are in for a reason.
Do your jobs well, and be responsible.
There will be good times and bad times.
Go through them together as one.
Don't end up like my committee or the batch before mine.
We are trying to make things easier for you and Hazel and I will hand over our responsibilites properly and we won't leave any problems for you guys.
Rest assured.
Leaders lead the way, they don't wait for instructions from their followers.
If you do so, your followers are the real leaders then.
Hmms, I guess half of the interview for the Committee is done.
The decision is tough though.
Wait till 6 May people.
All the best (:
Labels: Reflection, School
Your loved ones are like balloons filled with helium in it .
Hold on tight and they'll stay in your hands,
Let go of it and they'll be lost .
Just the same for the one you love most deep in your heart (:
I just let most of my balloons fly off ..
And just realised that it was jut a stupid dumb mistake .
Keeping the balloons in my hand was a much better choice .
I just only have these words to say .
I love you, I miss you & I need you .
But its okay if I don't get these back .
I'll move on with my life .
But I'll never forget what happened .
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This was what happened a year ago, and yet, I'm still living in that same life.
Hmms, hey wait I found this !

18th of April ? THATS EXACTLY A YEAR AGO ! (:
Memories last right?
Labels: Reflection