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Currently @ 6:35 pm on 30 May, I'm :
drinking: plain water( its a miracle )
eating: cornflakes
feeling: bloody moody
listening: Chris Brown - Cry No More
random: I've got pain everywhere ):

I know you love her.
I know you do.
Stop acting.
I can't take it.
Why must you do this to me?
What wrong have I done?
Haven't I suffered enough?
Haven't you seen me cry enough?
Haven't you thought about what I said?
I needed a little more space, that's all.
Which girl ever did this for you?
You were using me all this while.
I know.
It was just too coincidental that everything happened.
I don't need anything from you.
Anymore.
I am giving up.
At the very end.
You've driven me that far.
When I gave you what I could
The least you could have done was
To appreciate it.
Now that I'm going away
I hope you learn something.
You felt the feeling of losing me.
Once.
And now I doubt you even had the feeling.
I treated you like a friend
But you.
I was more like your victim
Victim of everything
Bullying, bitching etc.
I know you talk bad about me behind my back.
I know.
I'm not dumb you know.
You don't have respect for me as a friend.
What more should I expect.
I'm starting to hate you.
After this year, if we end up at the same place
I hope I'll keep my distance away from you.
I will NOT be your listening ear.
I will NOT be your friend.
I will NOT care about you.
I will NOT do anything for you.
Cause you needed to be told by me
If I needed a listening ear.
I had to tell you I care.
I had to tell you everything.
I was the one taking the initiative.
I think I just wasted my time with you.
They were all right.
I will still give you one last chance.
Just prove it to me.
I am willing to wait for that.
Other wise.
Get lost!

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Sorry buddy, won't be getting present for you.
Some reason.
But I hope your day would be okay.

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To all those I've been angry with for the past few days,
I'm sorry.
I just need a break from this crazy life.
And I won't want to be disturbed by anyone till I'm okay.
And if you see me crying, emoing or wanting to be alone
Then let me be.
I don't want to hear a single shit from you guys.
Especially you.
I will IGNORE you for the rest of the week already.
No point wasting my time laughing at your retard acts.
Waste of smile and laughter.
Waste of everything.

God knows if you loved me all this while.
I bet, no.
Like DUH.

Whoever provokes me during this period can just jolly well spend their time doing something productive.
Cause it ain working out for me.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

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