SYF is not easy.
Its practically draining me of all my energy.
Less than one month.
Argh, can I camp in school everyday?
Home seems like a place to sleep and have dinner and bath only.
Thats how life seems to be like.
Dang, I miss the Secondary One Orientation AGAIN .
Cause I camped 2 nights with all my books :DDDDD
I love the feeling of being a nerd.
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Sankarsh, help me.
I'm depressed.
JC or poly ?
I'm thinking about things again.
Its tempting.
But I'm still nowhere getting close to a decision.
I need advice.
I think I need that Typical Stereotyped life.
I want to study, but I can't.
I want to not come home and rot.
I want to really be that studious girl I once used to be.
I need control of my life.
I need rules that I'll abide.
I should have been in a better conducive class.
This is what they call adolescence. I'm still a little far from being an adult.
I still think I'm in my wonderland.
Argh, I need a good motivation.
And my listener now ):
Sankarsh, I need help, quick.