sticky-lovenotes

Bye

2009-07-15T19:32:00.001+08:00

http://lastsummerdays.livejournal.com

Goodbye

2009-07-13T20:55:00.001+08:00

Bye blogger. I'm serious.
Find me if you want.
My new link, ask me personally (:

DPA

2009-07-12T13:54:00.002+08:00

The thought of DPA is killing me.
Terribly.
Characters left : 0
Epic failure. I need more characters to sell my point.
Help?

Nevertheless my portfolio is half done.
Certificates are all in.
How true can this be?

Random shit

2009-07-10T19:31:00.002+08:00

Stupid Convo b/w me and Noob.

Sleek says:
*nice childish on facebook sia
- HEMA; DPA application is on - letters of recommendation (3 left ).OMG . says:
*HUH
Sleek says:
*obvious i win both of you
*-.-
- HEMA; DPA application is on - letters of recommendation (3 left ).OMG . says:
*what you talking abt ?
Sleek says:
*do you have a sex boy?
*n1?
*gg fail type
*do you have a sexy body?*
- HEMA; DPA application is on - letters of recommendation (3 left ).OMG . says:
*LOLLLLLLLLLLLLl
*loser la you. epic loser
Sleek says:
*what la you
*everyone knows i am better
**shrugs*
- HEMA; DPA application is on - letters of recommendation (3 left ).OMG . says:
*you noobshitzxzsxs
*LOL JOKE OF TH YEAR.
Sleek says:
*wah
*not happy ah
*
You have just sent a nudge.
*
- HEMA; DPA application is on - letters of recommendation (3 left ).OMG . says:
*pl0x, spare
Sleek says:
*nice one?
*kk spare
*sian weekends suck
- HEMA; DPA application is on - letters of recommendation (3 left ).OMG . says:
*LOL .
*i like weekends
Sleek says:
*can slack
*LOL
*nice fortune cookie
- HEMA; DPA application is on - letters of recommendation (3 left ).OMG . says:
*LOLLLLLLLLLL
Sleek says:
*so you not going to study anymore?
- HEMA; DPA application is on - letters of recommendation (3 left ).OMG . says:
*going to
Sleek says:
*nice i got a nice one
*Your life will get more and more exciting.
- HEMA; DPA application is on - letters of recommendation (3 left ).OMG . says:
*with wanyi ! LOL
*HAHAHAHAHHAHA
Sleek says:
*LOL
*go away pl

Wanyi, spare pl0x. I'm just joking around !

Tomorrow is the word of the day !

2009-06-21T10:20:00.002+08:00

Let's say TOMORROW :D
Hahahahah, omg I'm still so ever excited.
Perhaps it's gonna be my best birthday ever :D
Sweet sixteen !
How much I loveeeeeeee my life now.

Thanks Naz for everything.
Such a nice friend to cheer me up during those horrible days.
Promise I'll be smiling forever :D
Bestie, gonna be away, don't miss me eh.
HAHAHAHA.

Hmms, leaving at 2 I guess ...
I'm gonna miss computer for a while again.

Btw just in case I can't wish everyone...
Happy advance birthday to...
Those born on the same date as me :D (22nd)
Herman !(Hazel's Brother)
DY ! :D (Trybe Fac)
SingYi (junior)
Amirah (bball mate)
&&
Yongruay ! (4A buddy!)

&&
the 23rd people...
Alexis !
Lengwei !

Okay, I so damn need to go before I start my spamming acts.
:D
Bye !
Till the 24th ):

2 Days :D

2009-06-20T10:46:00.002+08:00

Muahahahhahaha.
I can't wait for 21st ! :D
Father's Day is tomorrow too :D
I'll be away till 24th I guess.

Chalet - 21st to 23rd
Prefects' Camp - 22nd - 24th.
:D But maybe I'll be away till first week of school is over.
I'VE GOT 5 EXAMS WHEN SCHOOL REOPENS ):

TWO MORE DAYS TO BIRTHDAY (:
Omg, I can't wait.

Mogu Mogu (:

2009-06-18T15:50:00.002+08:00

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing.
I need to find you.
I gotta find you....

You called, messaged, woke me up and left me awake for the whole night.
I couldn't find sleep till 6 am.
I feel lethargic now

Orchard was fun with the random people :D
Never went out with all of them before actually.
But yeah we had tons of fun.
Thanks Terry for saying I'm so hawt. LOL.
Eric, no need present la. I was joking!
Yu Ting better be grateful okay !
Buy presents for AHEM sial :S

Hui Ling, paiseh hor the cookies !
Your card isn't ready yet!
Give it to you during camp bah !

3 days to Chalet! Can't wait for all the fun times again!!!!
4 days to yours truly's birthday!
5 days to camping in school!

I've got this desire to do something now.
But I need to buy it first ):
Think straight please!

Hm?

2009-06-18T14:20:00.005+08:00

You know I suddenly feel lost without my photoshop, my laptop, my blog and all.. ):
My photos are going to be ridiculously horrible without any editing done ):
Okay, maybe I managed to edit a little la, but still not my kind of editing ):

Orchard with YT, Bestest on Earth, Teriyaki and Eric !(:

K, I want an iPod nano(red) from my parents. LOL.
I'm so demanding.

♥

2009-06-15T16:03:00.002+08:00

Yay, going to Orchard with some really great people tomorrow (:
& its second last day of the English enrichment !

Loves, ♥

You know what ?
I miss blogging though I'm doing great now in terms of work/homework and STUDYING (:
Say I rock ?

Told ya a change is soon to come.

P.S I ♥ You . I swear I'm never going to let you go.

No, i'm still not at home.

2009-06-15T13:55:00.003+08:00

No, I'm not officially back, I'm here to say
ONE MORE WEEK TO MY BIRTHDAY ! (: 7 daysssssss
I still demand my presents.
And yes, i'm going to be away actually on my birthday, at chalet !
So my dad made up my birthday for me.
AND YES ANYONE BOWLING ????????
so damn love chalets etc.
Oh plus the prefect camp that follows after that.
You know I realised my typing kinda improved since i stopped using the computer 10 days ago ?

HELL YEAH, I WANT MY PRESENTS. I DEMAND.
wooohoooooo (:

Anyway

2009-06-02T22:35:00.002+08:00

- THIS WAS THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE.
- AND THE 22ND OF JUNE 2009 WILL BE THE WORST BIRTHDAY I EVER HAVE.
THANKS TO ALL WHO MADE THIS POSSIBLE.

DAD THANKS ALOT.

DUDE I AM SO NOT JOKING.

maybe i'll be online on the eve of my birthday to see if anything GOOD happens and i dont need presents. i'm dead serious.
nothing makes me happy now. except one thing. go figure out .

goodbye losers and asses and those non-stop gossipers.

F- off.

2009-06-02T22:25:00.002+08:00

I AM OFFICALLY ON HIATUS TILL GOD KNOWS WHEN.

REASON : MY BLOODY LAPTOP GOT SPOILT BY ME WHEN I GOT GODDAMN ANGRY WITH MY DAD. THANKS AH DAD.
FOR MAKING ME ANGRY, MAKING MY BIRTHDAY THE WORST DAY IN MY LIFE. FOR MAKING ME SO ANGRY THAT I HAD TO VENT MY ANGER ON MY LAPTOP INSTEAD.
THATS FOR YOU. GOT REPAIR THE LAPTOP IF NOT I WILL USE THAT IMBECILE'S COMPUTER EVERYDAY. YOU ASKED FOR IT. SO MUCH FOR LOVE / CARING FOR ME.
SO THAT TO SOMEONE ELSE INSTEAD AND LEAVE ME ALONE.

GOOD BYE EVERYONE TILL GOD KNOWS WHEN.

Who?

2009-06-01T22:32:00.002+08:00

Forget it.
I can't take this anymore.
You make me sick and all.
Tell me, did you love me at all?

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I'm sorry guys. I dont feel like posting about today.

What?

2009-06-01T20:33:00.003+08:00

I really want to cry my heart out.
Why does everyone ask me who I like now?
Let me like whoever I want.
Is that any problem with you?
I really can't take this anymore.
Its my personal stuff.
Now I won't tell anyone, including you.

Anyway to that someone that no one knows
I think I've fallen for you (again? or wait not again ).
Why?
I don't know.
How?
I don't know.
Should you know?
No.
I wanna love you and never get hurt again.
Love tore me apart.
I don't want it to end my life.

I might do something randomly.
For you.
I don't know.
But I think yeah, I like you for now.

U-huh ?

2009-05-31T22:16:00.002+08:00

You know, sometimes I wake up with this feeling that I don't belong where ever I am at right now.
Its kinda weird.

I look around me and I realised that I don't have someone I could really be with like back then.
Apparently, my best memories of good friends seems to come from my primary school days.
Seriously, no offence to my secondary school mates.
Sometimes, I feel like I'm not doing things right.
Like I didn't do this until I started hanging out with you etc.
I don't think its me.
I really want to be me.
The me that I used to see, so happy and all.

Sankarsh is right.
Sometimes the wrong people lead you the wrong way.
But if these are the wrong people, then who are the right ones?
In this world of fakeness, where and how can I find what I'm missing?

I don't know.
I feel very lost right now.
I want to restart my whole teenage life.
I don't want to make mistakes anymore.
I can't see myself getting hurt everytime at the end of the day.
I can't, I don't.
What am I supposed to do now?

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Tomorrow is the biggest hurdle for me in my secondary school life.
My own mother tongue language.
I really hope I can get a B3 for my paper 2 !
Well, my paper 1 is always a sure pass.
A distinction is also possible.
I will not be complacent.
I'm so bringing my dictionary tomorrow.
Ain't gonna care what the others say about me trying hard.
Mother Tongue O level here I come :D
I'm so pwn-ing you :D

*thanks eliewnilwehttam for boosting my confidence in myself :D
You're so nice to me.

Trauma

2009-05-31T14:27:00.004+08:00

I ain't joking if I said that tomorrow is the O level Papers for Mother Tongue and I'm sick.

Dang. I'm still sick.
Terribly in fact.
Like a heavy head will get better in 12 hours.
Bad cold and cough.
No I'm not affected by H1N1.

Stupid virus is scaring the hell out of me.
5 people are already affected.
Ahh, I feel really bad.

And the nervousness settles in for me ):

Dear ....

2009-05-27T23:34:00.001+08:00

Drama lower sec juniors and the 6 of you.

I just felt like saying this.
I love you all.
Thanks (:

Quick One

2009-05-27T23:22:00.002+08:00

Maybe not really hiatus, but I needed sometime alone.
Argh, my feelings are not in order.
You, suck.
School, worst.
H1N1, damn you.

5 more days.

Sankarsh, I'm still awake for you.
Tell me I'm great.
I so damn need sleep now.
My english standard is dropping, worsening.
I think I deserve to be in Ms Tham's band.
I suck, big time.

Sore throat.
I sound pathetic.
Yet another last chance to do emceeing.
I feel I'm that Kenny who has good oratorical skills.
But I really suck at putting my ideas into words.
I dream too much.

Now why am I talking crap over here?
Told ya'll, something is wrong with me.

& Ms Zee made me cry today.
Nevermind, 3rd June.
I'll be waiting.

First of all, Mother Tongue paper.
Do it once, do it well.

Now I suddenly feel like crying.
Hema, what's wrong?
Gahhhh ):

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Shaz ! Happy belated.
With tons of love from me :D

Hiatus

2009-05-26T20:56:00.000+08:00

I AM AWAY TILL 2ND JUNE :D

Boring Day.

2009-05-21T23:18:00.003+08:00

Yes I am stuck at home for the second day.
):

Ran a temperature and had back pain.
I'm getting better though.
Such a boring day so I decided to hop into facebook and do some quizzes.
The results are damn hilarious PLEASE.
Like I'll be the next American Idol and such.

Daddy is such a mean freak.
He bought an iPod and didn't even tell me ):
I am so desperate to get my hands on it.
Blue in colour somemore.
TSK.
Okay, I'm off to play restaurant city.
To kill time since everyone is stuck at school.

American Idol

2009-05-21T11:31:00.005+08:00

OHMYGOSH.
KRIS ALLEN IS AMERICAN IDOL SEASON 8 WINNER :D

OMG I WAS SO SCARED FOR A GAY DOMINATION !
(no, offences to Adam Lambert's fan)

I freaking love his version of Heartless to the max !
But I can't seem to get it from anywhere.
Anyone has it????

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Okay I need to get my hands on the Teens Magazine. I don't care cause ITS DAVID ARCHULETA'S POSTER.
Oh my frigging gosh.
*Screams*
Okay I'm posting another post next.

Emotional

2009-05-20T11:46:00.003+08:00

So here I am, back at home on a Wednesday morning.
Lying down like some kind of a patient.
Thinking about missing the first CCA Day when none of the sec 4s are there.
I'm just worried sick like a mother for goodness sake.
How will those people fare in the test of leadership.
I'm still not convinced you know?
Plus I need to see them at work then will I be able to judge the way things are going to be.

Argh, I didn't take pictures today for the apparent reason that I came home so damn early.
Okay, I'm off this place.
Will be editing the post of yesterday's and the day before.
Oh, how I miss school like so sudden ):
*slaps self*

Thanks to some people for the well wishes :D
And dad, thanks for the scolding, as usual.
And for the pick up as well.

:D

2009-05-19T22:44:00.000+08:00

I don't feel like posting today .
LOL.

The Nightmare Begins

2009-05-18T23:39:00.004+08:00

Well I'm back.
After having a long day with Wilddogs :D

Like what my post title and the above picture says, The Nightmte Begins.
In fact it already begun.
Mother Tongue was a total nightmare.
Though Paper 1 was such a breeze as usual,
Paper 2 never fails to bring my whole self esteem down to the drain.

But there is always the WILDDOGS to cheer me up (:
Love them to bits.
So today our random act was to sit in the library and read books.
Valenlyn and I were too tired so we slept halfway while Grace happily recalled all the books she read once in her life.
So cute. ( JOKE )

Grace is such an avid reader.
Tsk, I need her reading passion.
Must hang out with her even more.
After her reading for more than 2 hours, close to 3 hours, we finally left the library.
Then it was food hunt again.
As usual with them, its like a miracle if food wasn't involved.
And I came back home at 8 pm.
Cool siol.
WILDDOGSXZSX !

Oh I created a new language.
Spare,spared,spareded,sparededededed :D
New way of communication.
(:

Anyway did I tell you, my encounter at the library was horrible!
Some malay lady wearing the librarian uniform, obviously a librarian.
Wah, she was so ... kaopei, as in picky on people.
She was damn irritating and was like shouting across to a group of Regent students.
It was like across la.
Can't see tell them off nicely in their face in front of them.
She had to tell the whole library what was going on.
Pissed me off cause it distracted me when I was reading my book.
-.-

Tomorrow is a new day, hopefully not a pathetic one.
Can't wait for mock papers to end.

Tongue slashing

2009-05-17T00:17:00.004+08:00

Warning- Teachers and those under 13, I apologise for the usage of inappopriate words in this post. Whoever I'm scolding in this post, go ahead and show your unhappiness.

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SIXTEENTH OF MAY IS THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE.

I tell you I swear I will never forget this bloody day.
I made my own father give up his hopes on me.
I fought with every single person I talked to.
I fucking hate my bastardic 'brother' and my bitchy 'sister'.
I don't even regard them properly as my siblings anyway.
I so fucking hate those gossipers that spread shit about me.
I hate those of you who think I will retain in Sec 4 this year.

Yes you son of a bitch.
Stop repeating that god damn phrase.
Don't call others a son of a bitch when you are one!
I may smile at you whenever you guys say that.
But deep inside, you killed me.
Stop putting on such a show.
If you hate me, then hate la.
Whats's the point of talking so damn nice to me then turn around and stab me non-stop in the back.
Bloody hell.

Those of you who misinterpreted my words.
Don't know how to throw the question at me is it?
MY blog right?
Go ask someone else etc.
Extra only.
Where did all of your brains go?
Oh wait, I forgot.
You actually have one but its peanut size.
Pretty useless.

Dad.
I don't care about my studies already.
Instead of encouraging me, you gave me pressure.
Tons of pressure.
No words of encouragement at all.
No care or assurance.
When I asked you permission for night study, you hesitated.
You didn't encourage such behaviour of mine.
Instead you doubted me.
You dont even trust me in the first place.
Imagine how insecure I am for the past ten years?
You will never know.
That is the reason why I shouted at you this morning.
So what if I refuse to go for the family outing?
You answer to them la.
You are supposedly my dad what.
You said you save money etc .
In fact do you realise you spend more money on the other two asses in the house and not me?
It's O level paper only.
I can skip the papers since you not happy about me wasting your money paying for all my education.
Who asked you to give birth to me in the first place?
Just because I said I don't have the necessary items for the swimming outing and I don't want to go doesn't give you a reason to flare up at me.
It is pointless for me to go and stare at everyone while they are swimming okay?
GET IT ?
I could have studied.
Yes I could.
But you pissed me off and left me in the worst state at home.
I felt like jumping off the building.
But forget, it will only bring me to hell.

Argh, I think I have said enough of stuff.
My blog will now really be a place for ranting out loud.
And I'm thinking of changing my url again.
Sticky-lovenotes doesn't suit the change AT ALL.

fuck off losers

2009-05-16T21:58:00.001+08:00

WTF IS WRONG WITH EVERYONE ?

NO I AM NOT WITH HIM OKAY.
THANKS ALOT FOR YOUR MISINTERPRETATION OF MY WORDS.
BLOODY LOSERS.

Paper Heart

2009-05-12T19:51:00.005+08:00

:D

Well I completed Day 1 of my phototaking journey :D

First photo, with my dearest junior! YUSRI :D

Some things I wanna shout out to you:

My dearest junior for .. 8-9 years!
I just so damn love you.
You really encourage me alot and always talk things out with me.
We share tons of things, go crazy together.
Likewise you're supportive of me and I'm supportive of you.
I thank god for letting me meet such a wonderful person in my life.
Remember, I'll be back to pop by and say hello to you especially.
Be strong like how you always are when I'm with you.
We'll meet at Singapore Poly okay? :D
And you can forever be my junior!
Dang, I can't bear to leave you alone in the board.
I really am so going to miss you.
I love you la seriously.
:D

ZHANGYUTING ? LOL.

The following pictures relates a story that happened today.

Sorry Valenlyn.
LOL.
Both Valenlyn and Chu Ming got locked up in the same room.
It was too hilarious to think about it.
:D

Okay Okay.
We stepped down from prefect duties already I guess.
So recess as a normal student has been feeling so damn weird, but at least I had people to eat with.
GRACEKOHKAYIN :D
Having her around is a bundle of joy.
Hahaha.
At least no more plates being left behind already!
Yay me.

And from now on Hema is staying back in school till 9 for night study with her goody goody classmates.
Oh, sheetszxs.
Tomorrow is my greatest nightmare, MATHS MYE.

JASMINE :D

2009-05-12T00:09:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINE :D

Contemplating

2009-05-11T23:20:00.003+08:00

Well I tell you, 5 hours ago I was saying I was chionging SS.
Now I tell you, I haven't started.
And Chu Ming was blaming me for giving him the idea of staying up all night.
Hey, that was my plan please.

Anyway, I've got this awfully pain ulcer that grew in size from yesterday's tiny little dot and now it is as big as a normal straw's circumference.
Ouch ):
It hurts too much for me to bear.
So my speaking and eating habits are, should I say, affected tremendously?
Its near the gums and it is inside where the tongue resides.
Terrible present from Vesak's day I guess.

Its another 20 more donkey days to Mother Tongue paper.
I just need to brush up my sentence structure skills and I'll be perfectly fine.
Hoping for a B3 at least.

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Anyway, friendship last longer than our relationship, right?
Glad to have you around :D
And I'll forever think you're hot, handsome and nice and blah blah blah :D

Yay, tomorrow is Jasmine's birthdayyyy :D

Pledge

2009-05-11T18:40:00.004+08:00

I PLEDGE TO TAKE PHOTOGRAPHS OF EVERY SINGLE THING THAT DESERVES TO BE REMEMBERED :D
Well, from tomorrow onwards.

I spent my whole day putting new songs into my pathetic phone ):
And now I'm chionging SS.
Just reminded 5 souls of their homework.
And all their answers were WHAT HOMEWORK ?
LOL, I can be their part time reminding service.
I deserve a reward tomorrow.
:D
Anyway SS File is a mess.
Everyone's got different was of filing.
So what's the Mrs Jacob's way?

Apparently, the class is getting pissed with someone, in fact 2 people.
You know who you are.
Sometimes, karma works.
And it is working for you two.
Think twice before saying or doing anything.

ANYWAY ITS ZHANGYUTING'S BIRTHDAY :D

:D
Eh, no present for what you did on friday :P
But still I stay up till midnight to wish you!
Be grateful.
I'm off to complete SS.
Sayonara (:

Salaam-E-Ishq

2009-05-09T19:28:00.006+08:00

OMG.
Today's Hindi movie on Central is so sweet, loving and, AWWWWWW ):
Drove me to tears many times.
Dang, makes me think of some stuff.
At least all six couples managed to get together in the end.

Anyway I think Salman Khan is HAWT :D
LOL, please agree with me.

& oh oh, my favourite quote.
"love always stays with us. Because we don't love time, we love the one we want to spend our time with"
Ah, touching touching :DDD

Aw-my-gosh.
Pretty and hot.
Perfect coupleeeee.

Okay, Happy Vesak Day to Buddhists.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST INTROVERTTTTTTTTTTTT :D

Kk.
Monday someone's birthday.
I am not going to remember I tell you :D

TGIF

2009-05-08T21:54:00.007+08:00

I DONT WANNA BLOG TODAY ):

Eh, like real.
Well TGIF :D
THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY.
I desperately need another 3 days long break.
Cause I lack of rest, time and ?(fill in the blank)

By the way, VALENLYN CHUA SI HARN DID THIS TO HERSELF.

She did this due to some reasons that only she and I know of.
Can somebody wake her up?

&&

Two cute jokers sleeping during Reading period.
Well not exactly sleeping, just an act.
Aww, aren't they cute, not.
(tsk, i sense yuting waiting to smack my forehead on tuesday.)

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Anyway, today was a what-the-bloody-hell kind of day.
I cabbed to school cause my Ez-lind card couldn't take a bloody train to school.
Then my bus jut left.
And I was stranded alone and I desperately needed to go to school for duty.
And then ADAM TO THE RESCUEEEEEEE !
Thanks buddy!

Then history was another COLOURIST crap by Mr TJJ.
Maths was hilarious, yet pissing off too.
Valenlyn's phone got confiscated for the wrong reasons.
Mother Tongue was a choker.
Puked a little due to choking :O
English was ): I did badly for my composition test.
I suckkkk.
Geography was a pain, cause of 503.

OH not forgetting I waited 3 1/2 hours for Geography evening lessons.
Cause Mrs A. Tan's class had class till 430.
Thanks YanJiang and JeremyTay for the fries :D
And ChuMing and ChuaValenlyn for the nonsensical time at Mac.

Anyway, Yanjiang was such a sick-o.
Seriously horny, to the maximum that a range for horniness can hold.
What raisins?!
And Nicholsen's and YuTing's sick quote "You are rich cause you have a FLAT screen plasma teevee."
My class guys are full of porno or horny crap, I guess.
YuTing and Nicholsen are just not their usual self today.
Cause the whole Geography lesson, I laughed at all the LAME horny jokes they cracked.
&& Thanks ah YuTing.
Thank god I was not given the ability to blush at all.
YuWei, shut up.
Nick, shut up.
Sanjiven, shut up.

Rawr.
Its Vesak day tomorrow = family outing.
Confirmed plus FOOD :DDDDD
I'm craving for Chendolzsxzs and tons of sweets and Pratas.
LOL.
Daddy will be nice to me for getting B3 for Mother Tongue.
Yay loves :D

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Can't take my eyes off you.
Cute stuff, hawt stuff, hopefully my stuff.
Can I have ownership rights? Please.

Ignorance

2009-05-07T21:32:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I realise that there are people who care for me.
Just that I've been pushing them aside.

How bad can I get? ):
Yes, I don't appreciate things.
But it's just that I need sometime alone and be free.
I wanted to jump for freedom, but only to be stopped by someone halfway.
Meaning.. I can't be freed?

I miss my primary school besties ):
I want to see them again.
Gahhh, here comes the mood swings.

-

2009-05-06T20:51:00.003+08:00

Notes to self:

- Physics Test (DC Circuits & Electricity) ; Tomorrow
- Social Studies SBQ Mid-Year (Chapter 6 & Chapter 1) ; Tuesday
- EMaths Mid-Year (Topics ??) ; Wednesday
- AMaths Mid-Year (Topics ??) ; Friday
- English Mid-Year (Paper 1) ; Friday
- O level Mother Tongue ; 24 More days.

Class Chalet is now pending.
Cause Aloha decided to close its doors and Costa Sands is nearing its decision...
Influenza A, H1N1, why did you have to start spreading around now?
This year?!
Poor batch of mine.
We are panicking.
Don't postpone O levels no matter what! PLEASE.

Day 6 of the 5th Month

2009-05-06T20:18:00.001+08:00

Why lose a forest for just a tree?
Worthless ain't it?

Mdm Prema made me think for a while...
Brilliant, I'm awaken I guess.

Now with the unofficial Mid-Years coming, I think I am going to do only moderately well.
I just need to pass 6 subjects and I will be really happy with myself.
Just that I can't stand all the graphs that Mdm Chin attempted to get me to understand and listen to.
I really hate it and dread it.
Formulas and crap.
I think I need to sit alone.
No more partners sitting with me.
Rawr, I think that is going to be my study tactic in Math class for now.
Plus I need to SHUT UP :O
And leave me alone cause I hate it if I am disturbed terribly when I want to learn you buggers.
I'm sitting at my spot from tomorrow onwards.
Good girl, Hema, be a good girl.

By the way, sitting with Grace sometimes is great.
She cheers me up during my worst times and she's nice to talk to at times.
Except for the major pissing me off thing she did on Monday...
But there are just some people around who aren't really benefitting me.
Grace agrees with me, I bet.

And yes, Mother Tongue Paper, as usual was great.
With an B3 in the bag, I'm working towards aceing my Paper 2 which I terribly flunked.
Ms Uma is proud of me.
Yay me :D
She said my composition was done well.
And my other composition section was great.
I need to just improve on my minor spelling mistakes and A1 for my Paper is easily achieveable.
This proves I can do it!
I'm better than my classmates in my form class for Mother Tongue.
:D

Dang, its been long since I saw Mr Tan for Geography.
Do we have any work to do since then?

Deep down inside...

2009-05-05T22:32:00.007+08:00

I know you love her.
I know you do.
Stop acting.
I can't take it.
Why must you do this to me?
What wrong have I done?
Haven't I suffered enough?
Haven't you seen me cry enough?
Haven't you thought about what I said?
I needed a little more space, that's all.
Which girl ever did this for you?
You were using me all this while.
I know.
It was just too coincidental that everything happened.
I don't need anything from you.
Anymore.
I am giving up.
At the very end.
You've driven me that far.
When I gave you what I could
The least you could have done was
To appreciate it.
Now that I'm going away
I hope you learn something.
You felt the feeling of losing me.
Once.
And now I doubt you even had the feeling.
I treated you like a friend
But you.
I was more like your victim
Victim of everything
Bullying, bitching etc.
I know you talk bad about me behind my back.
I know.
I'm not dumb you know.
You don't have respect for me as a friend.
What more should I expect.
I'm starting to hate you.
After this year, if we end up at the same place
I hope I'll keep my distance away from you.
I will NOT be your listening ear.
I will NOT be your friend.
I will NOT care about you.
I will NOT do anything for you.
Cause you needed to be told by me
If I needed a listening ear.
I had to tell you I care.
I had to tell you everything.
I was the one taking the initiative.
I think I just wasted my time with you.
They were all right.
I will still give you one last chance.
Just prove it to me.
I am willing to wait for that.
Other wise.
Get lost!

---------

Sorry buddy, won't be getting present for you.
Some reason.
But I hope your day would be okay.

---------

To all those I've been angry with for the past few days,
I'm sorry.
I just need a break from this crazy life.
And I won't want to be disturbed by anyone till I'm okay.
And if you see me crying, emoing or wanting to be alone
Then let me be.
I don't want to hear a single shit from you guys.
Especially you.
I will IGNORE you for the rest of the week already.
No point wasting my time laughing at your retard acts.
Waste of smile and laughter.
Waste of everything.

God knows if you loved me all this while.
I bet, no.
Like DUH.

Whoever provokes me during this period can just jolly well spend their time doing something productive.
Cause it ain working out for me.

SYF Showcase

2009-05-05T21:00:00.007+08:00

Thanks dearest Chua for that really nice post.

HAHAHA.
Okay, whatever.
Guess what to add on to that post, the graduation ceremony is POSTPONED to after MT O Levels.
Yeah, so we officially stepped down without the ceremony.
Whatever laaaaa.

Committeeeee, till the CCA restarts.
Hahahah. Suffer the same fate as us la!
Hazel and I shall concentrate on our Mother Tongue I guess.

Okay, I found the pretty pictures of the SYF Showcase :D

Take a look!

Plus I want to clarify that I DID NOT STRIP.
Tsk, pisses me off to be called a striper.
Don't give me names I don't deserve.
It was just a part of my character and my actions.
Call me Tracy all you want but not STRIPPER.
One more time, and see what I do.

HIHIHIHIHIIHIHZX

2009-05-05T18:47:00.001+08:00

I am Chua Valenlyn, ^^!

M Hema is superz lazy she doesn't want to update this freaking space... THAT'S WHY I'M HERE!!!

Mr Kumar came in during A Math today to "supervise" us so for the first bloody time during Mdm Chin's class, we were quiet. (Good actors, heheheh!!!) And I swear if I were to drop a pin on the floor, everyone would be able to hear it. ;)!

Mr Kumar had made really good comments about us when he left. "I expect to receive 100% distinctions from this class" WE TOTALLY LOL-ED AT THAT.

Right after Mr Kumar left... it was like someone opened Pandora's box. Or as what Chee Kiat said, "When Mr Kumar is here, it's like a dream. At that point when he left our class, the alarm clock rings" HAHAHAHAHAHAHA then Chee/Miao/Anboo and the rest started making wolf sounds and all.

She wants to play restaurant city now (EWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!)

Oh and Hema wants me to say that she screwed up her oral with Mr Narain (piece of crap I bet she aced it lor mofo LOLLLLL)

):

2009-05-03T16:03:00.004+08:00

You know I can be the world's greatest procrastinator at times.
I want to study maths like so desperately, but all the distractions are taking my concentration elsewhere.
Hmphs ):

Facebook is addictive as ever with all the games and quizzes.
Food is always on my mind.
Handphone is full of incoming messages and calls.
Parents always calling me.

I can't study in this environment laaaa!
Someone please get me out of this house for some study session.
):

6th May :D
I'm waitingggggg.

Bitch that

2009-05-01T22:59:00.002+08:00

Aah, emotional roller coaster again.

Hema control it.
Now you know the real people around you.

You know what guys?
Don't fake around me.
I hate it.
Don't misuse my trust.
I know I am easily blinded but doesn't mean you have the rights to do such a thing!
Once I find out the truth, trust me I'll never ever trust you again.
Neither would I let you have a go at any leadership role if you are in drama!
Backstabbers, sluts, liars, bitches, gossipers.
That's all of you that I know.

And you, I trusted you the most, very most.
Yet, you still betrayed me.
How I hate you from now on.
I will not tell you anything.

----

God, why did you make me vulnerable to such a cruel world?
God, why did I have to meet such people who are out there to ruin my life!

Boy, I even thought you would make a difference.
Thank alot.
Now, I'm as good as dead.

Inspired by

2009-05-01T12:28:00.000+08:00

I found my inspiration to write poems again.
Thankyou, you.

My first new piece for the year, to my dearest people :D

Love story, i just ended it.

2009-05-01T00:05:00.001+08:00

We were both young, when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts-
I'm standing there, on a balcony in summer air.

I see the lights; see the party, the ball gowns.
I see you make your way through the crowd-
You say hello, little did I know...

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles-
And my daddy said "stay away from Juliet"-
And I was crying on the staircase-
begging you please don't go...
And I said...

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess,
It's a love story, baby, just say yes.

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet, because we're dead if they knew-
So close your eyes... escape this town for a little while.
Oh, Oh.

Cause you were Romeo - I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "stay away from Juliet" -
but you were everything to me-
I was begging you, please don't go-
And I said...

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess.
It's a love story, baby, just say yes-

Romeo save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story, baby, just say yes.
Oh, Oh.

I got tired of waiting.
Wondering if you were ever coming around.
My faith in you was fading-
When I met you on the outskirts of town.
And I said...

Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting, for you but you never come.
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think-
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said...

Marry me Juliet, you'll never have to be alone.
I love you, and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad -- go pick out a white dress
It's a love story, baby just say... yes.
Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh.

We were both young when I first saw you.

-----

The bolded words depicts how I feel today.
Goodbye romeo, I know you're gone.

Its all over tonight

2009-04-30T23:15:00.001+08:00

So SYF Showcase is over.
It marked the last performance, probably, in CCKSS and in my life.
It is sad, yet a happy moment for us secondary 4s.

Sad, for the thousand reasons we could find.
Firstly, stepping down.
No more CCA.
No same old Wednesdays and Friday routines.
Goodbye to teachers.
Goodbye to friends.
Goodbye to juniors.
Goodbye productions.
Goodbye performances.
Goodbye competition.
Goodbye being the leader.
Goodbye to the great times we had.
Goodbye to late night rehearsals.
Goodbye.

But,
Happy also came to our minds.

Finally we are relieved of our duties.
Finally we are allowed to study.
Finally we are free birds.
Finally we are taking the back seat.
Finally we are able to see how capable the sec 3 will be.
Finally we are done with.

-----

I've been looking forward to this day though since end of SYF.
But once it was here, it reminded me of a lot of things.
It reminded me of how things used to be...

Sec 1 - I walked into this room with my new-found class 1/7. It was some CCA tour.
I saw a familiar face. Sheela. My primary school senior that was so ever friendly to me. She dragged me on stage in the drama rooom and asked me to do some random pose. That stage, was the very stage I first shined on. Then I fought with my parents to join drama. And they gave in to me. Then I remember how much I wanted to quit acting cause I was tired of it. To think that 7 years in drama when I graduate would be too long for me. I thought I knew it all and I could learn something new, other than drama. Then it was those 2 teachers, Ms Zehara and Ms Ibaidah(then). Those teachers, for the first time talked to me so seriously and help me get things right. It was them who inspired me.

Now..

Sec 4 - It is my last day. I walked into the same room. That very same room I stepped into when I was 12. I looked at the room I cleaned with all of my soul and heart's content the day before. I smiled cause it reminded me of my sec 1 days. But look where I am now, the last few days as the Vice-Chairperson of the club. Soon, I'm gone.

Things I really want to say from the bottom of my heart.

To Teachers in Charge(in no particular order):

Ms Zehara - I wanted to leave badly. In fact I was so desperate. You were the one who talked to me, made me realise I should not waste my talents and all the opportunities. I am grateful to you for being the one who always opens up my eyes whenever I run out of the road. That includes today's upset moment of mine. Ms Zee, thanks alot. And I swear I'm crying while typing this out.

Mdm Ibaidah / Mrs Jacob - I am thankful for having such a caring form teacher. This post shall be related to mostly the drama stuff. Knowing my weakness as a leader, you tried to help me in many ways. You heard me out for times and help me think of ways to get out of a situation. Thanks for all the honey sticks that you'll get for us for every major performance. Thanks for everything in drama (:

Ms Nora - Though we only had you this year, you played an important role during the SYF crucial period. The laughters and great times with you are truly worth more than the value of money. Like "Recruit Perera"! You also helped me out a lot in my skills as an actress. I truly enjoyed the 4 months of working along side by side in drama.

To all the teachers : Thank you for all the time and effort you guys have put into this year's SYF. It is truly memorable and to be part of the FIRST GOLD drama has in history, it is truly amazing and invaluable. The honour of receiving Gold out of 120 school, kudos goes to you teachers for the hard work and dedication. Without your love, care and guidance, we will not be anywhere near the gold.

I love my teachers for my oh-so-dramatic club to bits :D
Thanks for all the opportunities you guys have given us!

Lost-ed

2009-04-28T23:38:00.001+08:00

I desperately need insipration and life.

? :D

2009-04-23T22:00:00.002+08:00

Sick, I still am.
This is not good cause Speech Day is tomorrow.
And I don't want to disappoint anyone or backout unnecessarily.

I can do it.
Just like SYF.
I know I can.
Stay strong girl :D

Speaking of the devil, SYF.
DRAMA GOT GOLDDDDDD :DDDD
Omg, and its my batch that attained it.
This feeling is priceless!
I cried though.
Happy happy tears la.
Adam and I were so scared and we were screaming man!

Haha, okay I shall not say anything else for now.
I'll post on Saturday. Cause tomorrow is speech day.
Please pray for me ):

Pro-crastinate

2009-04-21T20:05:00.003+08:00

Tsk, I'm supposed to study Amaths now and Tamil later and yet I'm sneaking out here to post.
A little procrastinator right? Teehees.

Today was a little fast paced packed, busy tiring day as usual.
With Speech Day so close and the first ever script rehearsal we had, the pressure and stress is definitely a lot.

Blazer is drawn :D I love the blazer a lot.
Since it is going to be my second last time wearing it, I better cherish it.
Okay, back to topic.

Dad is like, girl you are already Sec 4 and why are you doing all these?
SYF not enough is it? Still got emceeing staying back late for lessons and rehearsals.
And he went on about my atrocious results.

Haha, and I actually listened to it before it went out of hand.
But after that mini lecture, when will be my next time doing SYF?
Doing emcee jobs? I can't help but to think of it.
After this, I will soon move on with life trying to work my way to my goals.
Time will seem short then.

So I told my dad that, when will be the next time that I will have time to do something that I really like and when will be the next time I will have a chance to do something for the first time?
Only my secondary school life grants me the freedom, opportunities and the platform to do all this.
Let me have this moment.

Who knows this might be my last emcee job for the school.
Neither do I want to stop doing all these.
If time could freeze or slow down.

-----

Well I think my reflection today made me feel why I am who I am now.
It is complicated.
In my life I guess.

Dad and Mum are both sick.
In fact our whole family is sick.
Cough after cough.
I hope all of us gets well soon.
& Mum, I love you.
You are getting better.
Don't worry too much.
I don't care what the doctor says but I know you are a strong woman.

I need to go now and study.
I'm ending this post on a high note!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPHANIE LAM :D
Yes yes Mrs Joel.
:D

Dashed

2009-04-21T06:52:00.004+08:00

Dang, I just woke up from 14 hours long of sleep.

My throat is KILLING me.
):
Now I struggle to make myself heard.
And it hurts as I talk.

Oh yeah, did I tell you my prepaid ran low and my phone has lots of dieseases? (I mean technical problems in human terms.)

Things I noted today(20 April):
English isn't fun at all. (Grr, I miss her teaching!)
Maths was yet another question.
Social Studies was full of silence.
Chu Ming is weird smiling the whole day.
Oh yeah, history was _______.

Now, I'm off to Green school.
I'll edit this post when I'm back. (okay maybe not.)

This is life

2009-04-20T04:03:00.002+08:00

No one told me I could memorize history notes.
And I memorized 2 mindmaps. Including 1 redundant topic for the test.

Oh well, at least I'll be smarter!
I'm still left with Aims of Southeast Asian Nationalism Movement before 1941 & Impact of the Japanese Occupation on Southeast Asian Nationalism.

My way of memorizing is truly unbeatable.
Okay, maybe beatable.
Ever heard of your mirror working as your whiteboard?
:D
It is just so useful for me.
And hell, yeah I don't feel stressed studying at all.
Good sign I assume.

Okay, I'm off.
I'm dead beat but I'm still hanging in there for the test.

* Teachers, rest assured. I drank coffee just for you.
And I will do it again later in the morning. *

With love, Irish

2009-04-19T22:56:00.002+08:00

So I'm done with room cleaning, in fact I love the atmosphere in my room now.
LOL .
Whatever me.

Back to what I came here for...

I was browsing through YouTube for some entertainment and heyho, Britain's Got Talent stunned me.

This video in particular stunned me and got me laughing my head out.

This is ultimate laugh out loud remedy.
Embedding was disabled so you have to catch it on youtube. Here's the link :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7gHvATmUsSg

Now, let's see more videos.
No wait, its History study timeeee !
That bottle of Chicken Essence is staring at me.
:O

Stress me out.

2009-04-19T16:01:00.002+08:00

Note to self:
Core History Test - Chapter 3
Social Studies Test - Rise of Venice
Physics Test - Static Electricity
Emaths Test - Further Trig & Matrices
Mother Tongue Exam - Paper 1 & 2

Dang, its Mid-Year for Tamil already and yet, I'm not any near to an A2.

Boohoos.
Time to mug.
Like read all sorts of compositions, learn those bombastic words to try and impressive the marker.

I've been passing my Elementary Mathematics recently.
In fact I haven't failed a single test since term 1 :D
Great improvement I guess.
Hopefully my Social Studies test will pass.

I changed 2 of my wishlist and praying hard it happens soon!

Get A2 for Emaths Exam !
Start passing my Amaths tests !

I'm off to mug, mug, mug.
Long day ahead tomorrow.

Plus I promised my dad, I'll clean my messy room today.
* Oh I'm so screwed. *

P.S : God, tell mum that she's a strong woman no matter what the doctor told her. Tell her that I love her too.

A word for all

2009-04-18T19:04:00.003+08:00

I shall update this area more often I guess.

School is not getting easier.
It's more challenging that I thought.

Speech Day is on Friday. So is NYAA Graduation Ceremony.

Well something has been bugging me and I really want to get it out of my chest.
Its about my CCA.

To everyone in Drama:

I know I have not done my best as a Vice-Chairperson of the club.
I have definitely let many of you down.
Most importantly, I know you guys undergo lots of pressure when I'm leading.
However, I just want to say that the pressure that I give you guys is not only by me.
You guys also contributed to it.
For example, SYF.
Everyone knows it is an important competition for us.
However, it was obvious that we weren't even feeling it.
We weren't serious about it despite the competition being a very important step for us as a club.
Only some were serious, which was not fair for them to be dragged down by all your doings.
It may seem like I've been bossing around and all.
But the trouble we go through to lead the club is not known to all of you.
Now its time for Hazel & I to leave.
You can no longer depend on us.

There are some things that you guys ought to know.
Half of your SYF cast are from Secondary 4(Hazel, Nicholsen, Ryan & I)
Ezzati, Mason and Sabrina are in Secondary 3.
There isn't any lower secondary students in the cast.
In two years time, the current lower secondary students, you have to step up and be in the cast.
It's time to unleash whatever you have in you.
Don't hide anymore.
We are running out of time.
Shine, that is why you are in drama club.
We have to get serious.
We can play, but we also need to learn and work.
Drama is a serious club as a whole and we have many aims of ours to achieve.
I hope all of you will wake up.

To my current committee:

I have been disappointed many times with you.
Be it behaviour wise or commitment wise.
We were not a good example to the Secondary 3 and we couldn't teach them well.
I hope you guys gain whatever you wanted, at least.
Thanks for working with me and Hazel.
Some way or another, you guys were also helpful to us.

To my future committee:

You guys have a alot of learn.
And a lot of job to do.
The standard is raised for you.
Don't disappoint Hazel and I especially.
Those selected in the committee, you are in for a reason.
Do your jobs well, and be responsible.
There will be good times and bad times.
Go through them together as one.
Don't end up like my committee or the batch before mine.
We are trying to make things easier for you and Hazel and I will hand over our responsibilites properly and we won't leave any problems for you guys.
Rest assured.

Leaders lead the way, they don't wait for instructions from their followers.
If you do so, your followers are the real leaders then.

Hmms, I guess half of the interview for the Committee is done.
The decision is tough though.
Wait till 6 May people.
All the best (:

One year ago.

2009-04-18T13:06:00.000+08:00

Your loved ones are like balloons filled with helium in it .
Hold on tight and they'll stay in your hands,
Let go of it and they'll be lost .
Just the same for the one you love most deep in your heart (:

I just let most of my balloons fly off ..
And just realised that it was jut a stupid dumb mistake .
Keeping the balloons in my hand was a much better choice .

I just only have these words to say .
I love you, I miss you & I need you .
But its okay if I don't get these back .
I'll move on with my life .
But I'll never forget what happened .

---

This was what happened a year ago, and yet, I'm still living in that same life.

Hmms, hey wait I found this !

18th of April ? THATS EXACTLY A YEAR AGO ! (:
Memories last right?

Eh ?

2009-04-18T12:14:00.000+08:00

Eh, where you old posts ?

Answer: I deleted them all (:

Lets restart life okay?

Define love

2009-04-06T22:00:00.001+08:00

Hema, don't give up.
Be strong.
You can do it!
You have to believe in yourself.

-----

I can't believe my luck.
How can I screw up my Emaths test today?
I studied so hard for it.
Or maybe, I shouldn't have studied for it.
Cause when I don't study, I can do better.
Oh crap.

Its gonna rain hate and tears

2009-04-02T20:04:00.001+08:00

Oh bloody hell.
Let me tell you.
I am in no great mood for today.

Freaking pissed with the day.
I hate this day to the core.

So what if it was your birthday?
I don't give a f*ck.
That freaking irritating bitch in the house spoilt my mood and I never blamed you.
THEN WHY THE F*CKING HELL DID YOU PUSH ALL THE BLAME TO ME?
WHY DID YOU SAY I SPOIL YOUR MOOD?
Just have your cake and shut up la.
I don't belong to this family what.
THATS WHAT YOU BOTH SAY.
I'm not welcomed what.

Next, thanks alot for breaking my heart you damned person.
Thanks.
You dared to smile.
So much for the words.
Oh just stfu please.
Argh, where is the love ?
You dare to message me too, thick-skinned eh?
Get lost and don't talk to me unless you have a good explanation.

And, SYF?

STOP ASKING ME FOR RESULTS.
ITS IN 2 WEEKS TIME.
PLUS IT WASN'T YOUR FAULT, SO SHUT UP.

Owl

2009-03-31T00:30:00.001+08:00

Stupid flu bug is keeping me awake.
Gahhhh ):

JOSELIN IS IN AGAIN :D OMG I CAN GO FOR THE FINALS :D
CAUSE SYF WILL BE OVER BY THEN ! :D

Quiz (:

2009-03-29T23:14:00.001+08:00

All of the 21 people must do this quiz , unless he/she doesnt have a blog .

Tagged by : Sarah Oh :D

Write the names of 21 people you can think off the top of your head ,Then answer the questions .
1. Valenlyn
2. Ruth
3. Sarah
4. Celia
5. Reizlynn
6. Shazwani
7. Nicholsen
8. Sanjiven
9. Ryan
10. Yu Ting
11. Cheryl Chew
12. Sankarsh
13. Ezzati
14. Hazel
15. Nazri
16. Joanne
17. Joey
18. Emmeline
19. Matthew
20. Wen Yi
21. Adira

How did you get to meet 7 ? -Nicholsen
Erm, tuition at first. In Pri 6.

What would you do if you and 15 never met? - Nazri
I wouldn't found a nice guy that writes really nice poems and gives me a listening ear when I needed one.

What would you do if 1 and 20 date? -Valenlyn & Wenyi
JOKE.

Have you ever seen 17 cry? - Joey
Nope

Would 4 and 16 be a good couple? - Celia & Joanne
JOKE !

Do you think 11 is attractive? - Cheryl CHEWWWWW
Yeah ! (: She's hawt, cute and sweeeeeeet :D

what's 2's favourite colour? - Ruth
Blue

When was the last time you talked to 9? - Ryan
During Drama yesterday.

What language does 8 speak? - Sanjiven
English, Tamil erm what else?

Who is 13 going out with? - Ezzati
I wouldn't wanna say here.

What grade is 12 in? - Sankarsh
JC 1 :D

would you ever date with 17? - Joey
LOL, shopping date? Yes.

Where does 18 live? - Emmeline
Near me ! In Yew Tee :D

What's the best thing about 3? - Sarah
She's always there for me and she is nonsensical which makes me laugh everyday :D

What would you want to tell 10 now? - Yu Ting
Smack my forehead :D Chinaboy.

Whats the best thing about 20? - Wen Yi
She's cute and funny :D

Have you ever kissed 5? - Reizlynn
No. Oh please.

What was the best memory you have with 21? - Adira
Chennai ah ? LOL

When's the last time you're going to see 6? - Shazwani
Whoever knows the answer now is a smart ass.

How is 14 and 12 different? - Hazel & Sankarsh
One is a girl another is a boy :D

Is 19 pretty? - Matthew
YEAH. pretty HAWT :D

What was the first impression of 11? - Cheryl Chewwwww
Interesting girl that loves greeeeeeen.

How did you meet 20? - Wen Yi
CCKSS

Is 1 your best friend? -Valenlyn
Yeap, a great friend :D

Do you hate 12? - Sankarsh
NO ! I love him :D as a friend . He rocks my life

Have you seen 18 on the last month? - Emmeline
I see her everyday.

When was the last time you said 16? - Joanne
Erm, Friday.

Have you been to 5's house? - Reizlynn
Errr, no.

When's the next time you gonnna see 10? - Yu Ting
Tomorrow in the morning!

Are you close to 13? - Ezzati
Yeap, pretty.

Have you ever been to a movie with 4 before?- Celia
Nope.

have you ever gotten into trouble with 8?- Sanjiven
Yeah, twice.

Would you give 19 a hug? -Matthew
Err, no.

When have you lied to 3? - Sarah
Hmms, for a prank, yes. Otherwise, no.

Is 16 good with socializing? - Joanne
YEAH .

Do you know secrets about 9? - Ryan
A little

describe the relationship between 12 and 14 - Sankarsh & Hazel
Erm Sankarsh was her PSL ?

Whats the best thing about your friendship with 9?- Ryan
He's a really nice and he craps along with me :D

Whats the worst thing about 6? - Shazwani
Hmm, I'm not sure.

have you ever had a crush on 12? - Sankarsh
Yeah, right.

does 14 has a girlfriend or boyfriend? - Hazel
Nope.

have you ever wanted to punch 1's face?- Valenlyn
Yes, LOL .

Has 21 met your mother? - Adira
Maybe

How did you get to meet 15?- Nazri
He added me on friendster and we're in the same school :D

did you ever physically hurt 3? - Sarah
I think I accidentally did.

Do you live close to 7? - Nicholsen
No. He's in Teck Whye while I'm in Yew Tee.

what's 8's favourite food? - Sanjiven
I don't know eh .

What kind of car does 1 has? -Valenlyn
Toy car :D

have you travlled anywhere with 9 before? - Erm on the bus ? LOL.
sports stadium. LOL

If you give 14 $100 , what will he/she spend it on? - Hazel
Jesse McCartney's new album or concert or clothes and shoes :D

Circus

2009-03-26T21:11:00.001+08:00

When I was on the verge of crying, someone made me smile and laugh again.
Thanks (:
He/She shall not be named.
But I saved my tears for something else.
Which was, on the contrary, good. Or is it bad?

I truly enjoyed the afternoon lessons though I was hoping Mdm Prema would not have evening lessons since the test was postponed.
Reason being my parents have been unhappy about my results and all the SYF practices.
Its already keeping me late in school and all.
But ended up, I went Lot 1 to do some stuff, with my parents knowledge.
They were still unhappy though.
Hmms..

Shopping with Ryan is fun.
Right Ryan?
All the craps and nonsense.
Ryan is such a nice guy :DDDDD

This marks day number 3 of smiling/laughing :D
Thanks guys.

Day 2.

2009-03-24T17:18:00.001+08:00

Once again my class has not failed to make me laugh.

So the people that made me smile till my teeth could clearly be seen are...

Yu Ting
Nicholsen
Sanjiven
Andy
Yuwei
and the rest of 4/3

Those few names are significant cause they were the main ones.

It all started out in the first lesson itself, Reading.
Nicholsen and his singing led the people above-mentioned to mass singing.
This made Ms Tham laugh and seeing the reactions of both parties was really hilarious!
Then they made a new song for me (yes, some bitch song) and ended of things with a high note.
They sang YMCA ! And the whole class joined in.
The face Ms Tham gave us and what she said to us was, Classic.
We all enjoyed those few moments.

Then it was Chemistry.
Si Hao was doing some charades and his acting seriously cannot make the cut.
But we still figured it out and yes, girls were the smart asses!
Oh yeah, I passed my test again! Oh yay.
Chemistry was another laughing session.

Social Studeis was nothing much but it was colddddd. Grr.

Then Physics.
As usual, the class dozed and the weather was way too tempting for all of us.

AMATHS :D
Hah, I think I went crazy again.
I was sleeping while waiting for Mdm Chin to arrive.
And I was really sleeping when they banged my table and while I was in that grumpy mood, they took out the report book and were looking at all our retarded faces.
You should look, seriously.
Miao Ching and Andy, so cute !
Nicholsen and Jun Wei became thinner... HAHAHA.
Yes, imagine.
And they were laughing like ______ when they saw mine.
They started sending my picture around. Evil right?

They really made my day.
So its happy laughing day number TWO !(:
I have to go, my eyes are closing already.
Will be back later though.

L is for the way you look at me... HAHAHAAHAHHA :D
I'm starting to appreciate their presence.

Two-Three March

2009-03-23T23:17:00.001+08:00

I think I have never made myself look so crazy before.
Neither have I smiled/laughed/crapped alot in a day.
All this is possible thanks to:

Jolene
Esther
Andy
Elvi
Adam
Sankarsh
Arif
Ryan
Hazel
Sarah
Ezzati
Benedict
Gerald
Mason

Seriously, my day was sweeeeet :D

First of all started with Adam.
I was reading through the names of the plays that was going to be put up by the various schools across the country.
I couldn't stop laughing when I saw some retarded looking, weird pronounication and super difficult words.
For no apparent reasons, when I saw the title 'The Naga in the Swamp' I suddenly broke down and laughed like some mad ass.

This was continued by Jolene,Esther.
We were talking some crap and Jolene was telling Esther and I some movie she watched.
It had some NC16 contents and Esther and I were laughing our heads off about it during the time Mrs Jacob was at History class.
It was seriously loads of lame shit and horny stuff.
No impossible, Hema and horny won't go in the same sentence.
Sorry but it just did. HAH.

Then I went to find the drama people, understudys mainly, at the canteen.
And I crapped a lot.
Elvi was super dramatic & whenever we say Elvi stop being super dramatic, he would go 'HEY I'M IN DRAMA CLUB!' in a super-duper dramatic way.
I couldn't stop laughing.

Then I saw Sankarsh Ramadas walking towards CCKSS like from 20 +++ metres away.
I think I lost my mind for a second cause I remembered screaming "OMG IT SANKARSH ! AHHHH !"
LOL. Yes, spastic, I know.
I ran from the void deck all the way to the gate and Sankarsh was like ?!?!
Then we were like SMS-ing each other until we finally had time to chat face-to-face.
And that was with Arif.
Woohoo, broke some happy news to them.
They're kind of happy.
And yes, once again, I got bullied.
By the famous duo.

I accompanied Sankarsh all the way to the bus stop and ended up staying there to crap with him for 15-20 minutes.
He even missed a bus (aww, so nice right?)
We were talking about his mother tongue teacher in PJC and another teacher.
& Hey, for the first time in 4 years, I heard Sankarsh speaking in Tamil.
As in more than 10 words at a go.
LOL whatever.
Then we started the usual crapping session.
(Eh, Sankarsh, your handwriting is nicer than mine you know???)
Then rushed back to CCA for we were late.
We = Ryan + Me.

Then we played concentration and jumped on each other's line for like 2 rounds.
And we wrestled and crapped again like hell in the drama room.
We shared stories, fun ones and scary ones.
We talked for 2 hours and didn't get bored.
Hmms, the good old days are coming back I guess.

And when I come home, I was sending messages to Sankarsh and suddenly he called me and tells me not to talk to him on MSN.
I was like LOL, I never even opened a window for his conversation.
He was like Huh? Okay, dang.
I started laughing cause he called me virus girl when it was his own com that had the problem.
AWWWW.
For once, I win :D

Well, what a dramatic, long, tiring yet happy day.
This is one of the reasons why I go to school.

Happy First Day Of Term 2 :D

P.S: You know my english homework that I was panicking to finish, ended up having 1 cm tall worth of papers used for it. And I printed them all. Now, I'm regretting cause I just opened the new ink cartridges :O

& Yan Jiang, screw you for folding my English task paper. You spoiled my super duper neat English worksheets. Grrrr.

Homework Update

2009-03-23T21:55:00.001+08:00

English Oral file- Group work
Emaths txtbk ex. 4.1 qn 1-9
Emaths txtbk ex. 4.2 qn 1-8
Emaths - Kinematics worksheet
Amaths- Rate of Change worksheet
Physics - Wavelength worksheet ( What the hell is this? )
Core History - The table
Social Studies - Resource Book - Pg 12 - 16

OMG MY HOLIDAY HOMEWORK STILL NOT DONE :O !

Homework Update

2009-03-23T21:55:00.000+08:00

Shoot me down.

2009-03-22T11:21:00.001+08:00

Tsk!
My damn flu is back to haunt me.
That is slowing down my speed in completing my work ):

Speaking of the devil, I HAVE NOT COMPLETED ANY HOMEWORK.
Though I started on Maths already, I can't seem to finish it yet.
I think I'm gonna skip that and do english STRAIGHT AWAY!
Everyone is like rushing through homework and that scares the hell out of me.
Hema must get back on track :D
Oh dang, I haven't asked my dad to sign my report book :O

Those failing grades ):

Now I regret going for the family gathering last night though I loved being around all my family members !
I'm so updating Facebook and Photobucket.
Hundreds of photos to be posted :D
& thats after I complete homework ):

Don't know what your love has done to me.

2009-03-21T11:00:00.001+08:00

Changed the skin, again.
I need your comments people :D

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HAPPY SIXTEEN SANJIVEN :D

Only saw him once since he came back, I terribly miss him! ):
& Isn't this picture cute? Look at him please!

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Okay, back to the main things.
I have NOT touched a single piece of my homework.
& look at my list of homework

English Oral file- Group work
Emaths txtbk ex. 4.1 qn 1-9
Emaths txtbk ex. 4.2 qn 1-8
Emaths - Kinematics worksheet
Amaths- Rate of Change worksheet
Physics - Wavelength worksheet ( What the hell is this? )
Core History - The table
Social Studies - Resource Book - Pg 12 - 16

Dang, I'm so dead.

I'm rushing off to do Maths first.
Hah, joke.

I'm feeling all superhuman ♥
Baby you're love.

This is real, this is me.

2009-03-20T16:29:00.001+08:00

This is me.
(:

Twist, Lick, Dunk

2009-03-20T16:21:00.001+08:00

Oreo :D

I just finished eating a pack of Oreo biscuits.
Yes a whole pack.
Pig, I know.

For the past 3 weeks, I can't climb stairs normally, run properly, breathe normally.
I've been coughing and coughing non-stop.
I don't have my normal appetite.
I've been skipping meals regularly.
I only eat like either once or twice a day.
Poly visits are unsuccessful, twice.
There is something wrong with me.
*Alert*

Why am I always so weak?

I seriously apologise for not updating this space for the week.
Everyday I reach home and I sleep until next morning.
Rest doesn't seem to be helping me at all.
And I miss my dinner everyday ):

God, help me.
Please.

Super contradicting day.

2009-03-14T20:01:00.001+08:00

I BLOODY HELL PASSED MY E MATHS .
I LOVE MYSELF :D
Thank you Mdm Chin !

But on the other hand, I still failed 3 subjects.
Tamil, SS & Amaths.

I FAILED SOCIAL STUDIES LEH .
ITS LIKE WTF ):
I FAILED MY FAVOURITE SUBJECT.
I HATE MYSELF FOR THAT ):

Signs - My English Homework.

2009-03-12T21:43:00.001+08:00

“No! This cannot be happening! This cannot be happening! Mum, you are not lying to me right? ”

It was purely unbelievable. I swear I did not see it coming. Had I paid a little more attention to the signs, we could have avoided everything. I meant EVERYTHING. I always thought I lived in a perfect world, with perfect parents. In a perfect house, with a perfect picture that hung up on our pretty wall. That picture portrayed 3 fated souls, all looking their best and smiling brightly. It was picture perfect.

Mum came onto my bed, when I was about to sleep. But she took my sweet dreams, which were waiting for me to step into, away…

I missed those signs, those few important signs that could really change my whole life. It all started out with the first sign. Sundays used to be our family day. We would go out and enjoy ourselves as a family. It was until recent months that we stopped going out as a family. It was queer to see either Mum or Dad was missing from home on Sunday. By right, in Singapore, Sundays are meant to be off-days. I thought that maybe it was recent that my parents’ work started piling up ever since they got promoted and working on Sundays was a must. Little did I know, the worst of my fears would come.

Dinner every night was no longer a family affair. It was either Mum or Dad sitting around the dining table with me. The chance of seeing both of them at the same time for dinner was one out of a 100 dinners. It felt really disturbing to not be able to see my family as a whole for a while. Yet again, I brushed off the sign, thinking that work kept them away from the dining table.

Mum started arriving home in the late hours. Unusually, Dad did not seem to be bothered. As long as I could remember, Dad would ask Mum her reasons for being late and if work was overwhelming. Some times, he offered her a massage. I could care less as I once again thought Dad already knew why Mum was reaching home late.

Another sign I failed to address was Dad starting to sleep in the sofa we had in our lounge. For some time, Dad moved out of Mum’s room and some of the nights, I caught him downing a handful of drinks. His drinking habit worsened as days passed by. It got the better of Mum. Twice, Dad took it all out on Mum and quarrels were deafening. Profanities, unhappiness and anger were hurled across the room, from one end to the other. Mum started crying and she walked out of the house. It was that point of my life. That point that I realised the whole world, the world I described the word ‘perfect’ with, was on the verge of crashing down in mere seconds.

The Mum and Dad I once knew, was no longer that blissful couple that everyone was talking about. I was their only child and all this time, I suddenly felt neglected. They had forgotten about me. I felt that this was not going to be the end of things. I tried talking to Mum and Dad separately, expressing my feelings about everything and my hopes. They both walked away, forgetting I was all torn apart from all this war they were having.

Just too soon to be true, Mum woke me up from my short slip away- the recollection of the events that preceded this life-changing event.

“Your Dad and I are getting a divorce. We are going to the family court tomorrow, where we’ll settle things…” I could not be bothered to listen to what ever my Mum had planned to say to me. That dreadful word, D-I-V-O-R-C-E, was on the verge of taking someone so dear to me away.

There were many signs. Many signs. But I failed to recognise them earlier on. I felt helpless, like a little baby. I could not do anything to keep the people I love with me. Now it is up to the family court to decide what will happen to my life…

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My essay, I think it is way much better than my first draft, seriously.
But still, my essay writing needs tons of inspiration and good vocabulary.

Sports Day

2009-03-11T22:39:00.001+08:00

Yes, we are the champions again.

I created a new cheer/song.
Started off by Nisha, ended by me.

We're hot and you're cold
We're yes and you're no
We're in and you're out
We're up and you're down
We win and we fight
You lose and you cried
We win the great cup
You lost and pack up

:D

Sports day was rocking mad.
But I'm glad the whole house in the end cheered(:
Thank You !

Ps to my 4 x 100m: I didn't do my best and Min Xuan its okay!

BLUE :DDD
Thanks Ms Chen for the opportunity to be Vice-Captain!

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This is the earliest I ever reached home this year.
Woohoo and sleeping was niceeee.
Cause I am still sick?!
Yeah. I fainted at the end of the race.
And I blame my stupid sickness for coming back! ):
I'm a disappointment.
Okay, I just crapped this half of the post already.
I'm off to dreamland, AGAIN.

Dying...

2009-03-10T19:21:00.001+08:00

My phlegm has traces of blood in it.
My throat is sore.
And all I see is blood and blood.
I'm not anywhere near from recovery.
Sports day tomorrow, wish me luck.

Strong, weak . Contradicting .

2009-03-08T20:38:00.001+08:00

38.2 .
I'm getting better.
Hopefully not turn for the worst during the night.
I haven't completed SS .
2 weeks overdue .
I'm so going to die during SS tomorrow.

Other than that, dinner sucked :O
I want something nicer laaaaa.
Yes, I'm a fussy eater.

I think I'm going to become anorexic.
I see myself losing weight easily for the past week.
Plus my shirts are getting loose.
Damn.
I can't have this life!
Help me ):

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Thanks Nazri for the help and the cheering up :D
And you, for being there.
I was indeed blind.
Very in fact.
Hopefully see you tomorrow, everyone.
( I pray that I'll be in the pink of health )

Sick bug strikes again.

2009-03-08T14:45:00.001+08:00

Hema what's wrong with you?

You are sick again?
38.3 to 38.5 to 39.2 .
You've taken your medicine, but why isn't the fever going down?
What did you eat?
What exactly happened?
Stop thinking about him and go and rest please!
You need rest.
Now.
GO!

No, resist the chocolates your brother is giving you.
Stop!
Will you control yourself?

*Shakes head*

If it is getting worst go polyclinic, first thing tomorrow morning!
You careless girl, never take care of your health.
How are you going to study properly?
Why are you stressing yourself so much?
Why?

Now, go and rest.
Leave thing to later.
Forget about the Composition.. the Re-banding test.
Without a good health, you can't do your things as usual!
Drink lots of water.
You are dehydrated, I can see it.
Eat your food properly.
If not how are you going to get all your vitamins and etc ?

Spastic Moments .

2009-03-07T20:14:00.001+08:00

Happy 16 Kasthuri, Xin Yi :DDDDD
Happy 15 Darryl :DDDDD
Happy 20 Paul Twohill :DDDDD

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HEMA IS TALKING TO DUSHY :DDDDD
See I ♥ Chennai :D

Hema loves you boy(:
Crying in your arms, I felt I found and got what I need today .
Thanks boy .
I'm no longer insecure .

7 reasons why I love you.

1. You know who I am, really.
2. You love me, unconditionally.
3. You are there for me, and its just that I didn't realize it.
4. You feel how I feel, I realized.
5. You hide everything away, to not hurt me.
6. You know how to make me happy when I'm sad.
7. You know my weaknesses well enough :D

Woohooo ! Seriously,
My day was filled with 7, that includes Nazri smsing me the number 7, 17 times.
Tsk !

What to type here ?

2009-03-07T20:05:00.001+08:00

OMG 2 ULCERS IN MY MOUTH AGAIN.
THIS TIME ROUND ON THE TOP.
PAIN ):

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OMG I THINK I LOVE THIS DATE PLUS I'M 5737 DAYS YOUNG TODAY (:
PLUS 107 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY !
HAHAHA, MY DAY WAS FILLED WITH 7.
OMG I AM MAD :DDDDDD

For the good times,

2009-03-06T22:42:00.001+08:00

Despite having a bad time, I still had a fun time during Sports Heats.
The following pictures may show you why.

I am really sorry for that team to be disqualified.

If I Were The Boy And You Were The Girl .

2009-03-06T22:28:00.001+08:00

You have successfully made me cry, AGAIN .
Yeah, I wasn't there.
But were you?
I had to ask you to be there, then you'll be there? ( its true, you were there. )
Seriously, I still have great trust in you.
But hey, I do have my rights .

When the guy respects you for who you are, then only will that guy be fit to be the right one.

~~Its a little too late for you to come back.~~
But maybe I'll change ~~and accept you again.~~
Thats how much I need you cause I believe in you.
Really, I do care about you.
But it breaks my heart to know it wasn't obvious.

But you seriously make me want to stare more at you.
I love that feeling, cause I miss that.
Lets have a heart to heart talk, please.

My Regular Sec 4 Life

2009-03-04T21:17:00.001+08:00

SYF is not easy.
Its practically draining me of all my energy.
Less than one month.

Argh, can I camp in school everyday?
Home seems like a place to sleep and have dinner and bath only.
Thats how life seems to be like.
Dang, I miss the Secondary One Orientation AGAIN .
Cause I camped 2 nights with all my books :DDDDD
I love the feeling of being a nerd.

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Sankarsh, help me.
I'm depressed.
JC or poly ?
I'm thinking about things again.
Its tempting.
But I'm still nowhere getting close to a decision.
I need advice.
I think I need that Typical Stereotyped life.
I want to study, but I can't.
I want to not come home and rot.
I want to really be that studious girl I once used to be.
I need control of my life.
I need rules that I'll abide.
I should have been in a better conducive class.

This is what they call adolescence. I'm still a little far from being an adult.
I still think I'm in my wonderland.
Argh, I need a good motivation.
And my listener now ):
Sankarsh, I need help, quick.

Mad

2009-02-28T23:40:00.001+08:00

It was this time, last year.
You were on the phone with me.
Chatting happily.

If only we lasted till now, through all the tough times.
But I swear I still love you till today.
Deep in my heart, its undeniable.

It could have been 1 year.

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare

2009-02-28T07:40:00.001+08:00

I hate my parents.

Where has the freedom of speech in the house gone?

Do you know how much I'm torn apart inside?

Was there ever a time that you remembered you gave me anything that I really wanted?
Was there ever a time that you sat down to talk about everything, I mean EVERYTHING with me?
Was there ever a time that we went out together and have a great meal ever since those two devils were born?
Was there ever a time that you were there to support me in whatever I wanted?

All the answers, NO .
You always opposed me in my life.
I'm your child and I'm supposed to have some rights in my life.
I'm the one who will end up living to support myself so why stop me and my dreams?

I still don't get it.
Am I asking too much?

Why do you both always support the two devils but not me?
Am I some kind of curse you both have in life?
THEN WHY THE HELL DON'T YOU WANT TO LEAVE ME ALONE?

You always mess up my life.
You always make me cry.
You always make me want to run away from home.
You always make me feel bad.
You always compare me and the rest.
You always condemn whatever I do.
You always discourage me.

What great parents you are.
Thanks for starting off my day this way.
I hope you get drown or something while you are there.

You always say you care, but do you care how I feel?
You always say you love me, but do you know how much you love me?
You always say you will stop me, but do you know how much I want to go against you?
You always say I'm dumb, but do you know what I'm good in?
You always say you know me, but do you know how much you know me?

I'm supposedly growing up and you're just making me shrink.

My friends think you are nice.
What a great show you put on everytime.
There is always more than meets the eyes.

At the point of avalanching ...

2009-02-26T21:05:00.001+08:00

Just say that my hand & luck is not good.
I feel remorseful, for causing everyone to get caught.
I shouldn't have played.

Can someone tell me I suck ?
Why can't the earth just open up and swallow me down during that moment.
I can't stand cold eyes looking at me.
Why must this happened to me.

I'm putting my tie at the risk already.
To hell Hema, to hell.
Really, I caused someone something.
I'm owing everyone something.
I won't forgive myself for this.
No wonder everyone say I'm hopeless.
Cause I am hopeless.
I couldn't hear, I couldn't see.
Whatsmore, I couldn't save myself.

First time I landed myself in trouble.
Its always my last year in school that I'll do something really stupid and costly.
So much for deja vu.

& Thanks to the person who turned us in.
It could have been a personal grudge that you had to bring up at the RIGHT time.
Nevermind, I still blame myself.
But you, you were selfish and full of senselessness.

Weak, inside .

2009-02-24T23:00:00.001+08:00

I could collapse, anytime.
My health is important, I know.
But I can't stop here cause of my weak body.

Flu bug is really spreading around.
Many Sec 4s are getting sick.
Praise the lord.
Cure us all please.

Thank god I'm not able to attend the sports heats tomorrow.
1 week MC for PE is heavenly.
1 day MC for school is NOT heavenly.
I'll be strong by Monday, I promise.
No oily food etc .
I'm staying clean of those stuff.

5 types of medicine for this small frame sized girl.
Isn't it too much for her?

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Sometimes being known to many people isn't so nice.
Its just scary.
But I'm used to it.
Blame me, the super socialable girl.

Coming to senses, we're stepping down in 2 months time.
I don't know if I should cherish the rest of the days or just leave it as it is.
I'm still disappointed with them.
2 April marks the day when we step into ACJC at 8.30 am.
So much for SYF.
I don't see the POSITIVE kind of attitude for everyone.
Why are you bringing the status of the whole club down with that one action of yours?
Its self-centered.

Prove me wrong.
I'll be waiting.

Melodramatic

2009-02-21T19:37:00.001+08:00

Miao ! (:

Firstly, thanks to Sarah for the super belated Valentines' Day gift !

Secondly, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO THE FOLLOWING PEOPLE :D :

Jehiel -18/2

Lele -19/2

Dave Koh -19/2

Andy Ng -19/2

Rani -19/2

Louis -19/2

Nasuha -20/2

Seventeen twins (:

2009-02-17T22:43:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IDIOTIC LOSERS :D
HAHAHAHAHAH (:

Joking, these guys are damnnnnnn niceeeeeee !
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I'm so nice right ? Duh !
Okay, this is such a random post .

oh honey, you are loveeeee (:

Valentino :)

2009-02-14T21:11:00.001+08:00

To the 16 year olds in green shirts :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !(:

Yes, I do owe you presents.
Especially Valenlyn.

Updating Photobucket with all the pictures for Valentines' Day .
Thanks Rashwinder for helping and organizing.

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You didn't turn up, disappointed me.
Likewise, I did the same.
Tic for a tac .

Valentine .

2009-02-14T20:37:00.001+08:00

On 14th February 2009, I did the following:

Cry, cried, crying.
Made someone angry.
Made someone upset.
Made someone happy.
Fell sick .
Cut myself again. (No, not depression, but a form of punishment.)
Scream.
Drama.
Straighten hair.
Celebrated birthdays.
Laughed out loud.
Sweat.
Receive presents.
Love-d.
Starve.
Wake up at 5.30am.
Run.

Happy Valentines' Day. I love my family, I guess. Nice people right?
I bet Matthew, Yuwei, Grace all saw those who brought me into this hectic world.
Happy Valentines' Day. I love my family, I guess.
But I still love you more. No doubt.

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Thanks to the following for making my Valentines' Day sweet.

Shirley for the chocolate
Hui Ling for the love note :D
Reizlynn for the chocolate
Hazel for the heart-to-heart talk & chocolates (:
Deon for the hairdo . LOL .
Valenlyn for the huggggg (:
Ezzati & Anna for the cookies !
Hong Ping for the sweets !
Vanessa for the sweets !
Gerald for the treat + PSP (lending) + gold pooh bear + pencil case !
Heng Yuan for the help :D
Ms Nora for making me laugh like an idiot & a complete retard.
Sarah for the listening ear & gift :D

But you made it bittersweet.
I don't this Valentine's Day, at all .

Shout-out

2009-02-09T21:55:00.001+08:00

Loving the way my English lessons are conducted.
Interesting, seriously . I look forward to attend English lesson every single day.
I don't mind strict teachings etc . As long as I am benefitting from the lesson and there is a Teacher - Student bond in class, then I'm fine with it .
I don't mind Mdm Prema, Mr Liew or any other teacher visiting my blog.
I welcome them, all. At least, I know that they know that I am different when I'm out of school and they would know how I feel. Rapport, I should say, is formed.

If only my lessons for every subject would be conducted in a more fun and interesting way... I can assure that everyone would definitely learn something and also the pessimistic ones would change their perception of studies.

Now, I wonder what other things could possibly interest me .
& I think I'm really falling in love with Language .

Word(s) of the day : Glib, Articulate & Eloquent
Meaning : All three mean that one is fluent . However, Glib is more of a negative word, fluent but insincerely.

Its proof that I actually learn in English class. New words and phrases.
There is no English lesson tomorrow and I'm hating Tuesdays for that.
And believe me, I left my Social Studies textbook in school, by accident! Thank god I still have my notes to depend on for tomorrow's test.

Rewind into the past

2009-02-07T21:30:00.001+08:00

Okay some updates ! (:
This post was initially created on 10th Feb 2009 at 7:59pm.

Gathering at Mr Chan's house. Chinese New Year :D
Sadly only 9 could turn up. But we still had fun.
& Mrs Chan bakes really nice muffins. Love them!
Emmeline, it's sad to hear that Mrs Chan also knows about you. *winks*

What a classic picture. Elizabeth Chan giving Mr Chan the chocolates we bought.

Nasuha, the one who actually won the whole Monopoly game.
I gave up cause I was getting bored after the 30th round on the board.
& Later, I was flipping through the photo album that the SBOA staff gave us as a token.
And this was what it contained. Precious memories that lasts.

Group picture after touchdown from our flight.
In the little bus that brought us to our destinations.
Matthew, the Bollywood Star ( a wannabe :D )
Nasuha, the rocker with the crowd behind her.
Nicholsen, and oh my goodness, me . I'm looking at the wrong direction. No haywire thinking, please!

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Oh and I joined EJHC. I'm just doing Jun Jie a favour! By the way, meeting up with him after the gathering was simply hilarious. I miss the good times.

Some kind of break

2009-02-01T22:09:00.001+08:00

I'm not blogging until I get rid of this skin .
I'm bored with this .

Tell me, why .

2009-01-23T21:05:00.001+08:00

God, let me live in peace .
Why must this happen to him ?!
My heart's shattered .

My Chinese New Year is so happy afterall ..

I hope you are alright .
Really .
I need to see you .
Oh god .
5 days .
Quick !

Upside down . Inside out .

2009-01-22T21:36:00.001+08:00

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Okay . I'm really going crazy .
I still can't believe it .
Today was really a roller coaster ride man .
No time for details .

I LOVE VALENLYN LA ! :D

I'll blog / backtrack on Saturday :D
Bye love !

P.S : HONEY YOU'RE SO SWEET AND YOU MAKE ME WEEP ! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

oh you're a womanizer .

2009-01-19T21:08:00.001+08:00

Womanizer, Woman, Womanizer
You're a Womanizer, oh Womanizer oh
You're a Womanizer, baby
You you you are, You you you are
Womanizer, Womanizer, Womanizer (Womanizer)

Yeah yeah yeah .
Jeremy Tay, classic example of how a person who frequently goes off pitch while singing .
I tell you, these people really make my day .

From a really horrible morning, to a wonderful afternoon .
Thanks guys .
& SORRY ZHI YING FOR MAKING YOU WAIT FOR 45 MINS .
I PROMISE TO STUDY NEXT TIME .
THAT WOMANIZER GUY DISTRACTED ME .

I happily threw sweets at Jeremy Tay at the Cabin .
Apparently, I influenced a few others (Vernon & Zhi Ying)to also throw sweets at him .
Ruth happily studied at a corner, laughing at our nonsense .
Super fun please !

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But still, I really feel like saying this to someone out there .
You're just getting on all of our nerves . Don't you realise ?
It gets really frustrating .
When others want to study, you happily distract them .
And you happily continue studying .
You made us really mad you know ?
Thats the reason why I moved my seat .
I felt deprived of all my learning .
Really .
Why are you taking away our precious time .
If only you were in Mdm Prema's band for English, then will you only realise that I'm really getting serious about this year .
You distrupt lessons for 5 minutes .
Take that and multiply by the number of students in class and that's the amount of time you've wasted for us .

Grace even told me, " Maths, irritate the hell out of you . A moment ago, I saw you smiling, what happened ? You aren't like this ."
Its all because of you .
You spoilt my mood big time .
If only I hadn't found a place where I really felt comfortable in .
Dude, you ruined my day .
Thanks .

Brain juice .

2009-01-17T18:31:00.001+08:00

Here's a little thing to think about for those of you who are selected for the prefect interview.

The prefectorial board don't need students who are interested in earning LEAPS points or to just have the word PREFECT next to your name so that it looks nice and makes you feel better as a person .

If you think either way, or even have that kind of thought, forget about joining us.
If you manage to get into the board, I assure you, you'll either quit or be sacked in the fastest time possible.

We join the board, with the passion to lead, hope to make a change .
If we want to know more about leadership, then we have the passion to learn it .
If we don't have the passion or the hunger to learn, it's difficult to be a leader .

If you want to be a good leader, earn LEAPS points, then prove yourself as a leader among your peers . Work hard for it . Earn it ! If you slack during the process, you'll be kicked out easily . And if you want your CCA profile to look good with a good testimonial for prefect, EARN IT YOURSELF ! Don't expect us to write a good report about you .

Reflection is part of growing up especially as a prefect . We reflect on our actions a lot .

Your kiss makes me weep .

2009-01-15T18:05:00.001+08:00

Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

- Baby, that's for you .

School was a killer .
Geography made things so 'interesting' . I don't understand a single bit at all .
But after coming home, I proved myself wrong :D
Mdm Prema gave us another piece of homework, Composition again .
Oh well, Sankarsh said she's like that . Well, I like it though .
Makes me wanna work harder for an A1 :D
I think from next week onwards, I'm going to use perfect English in my blog .
EVERYWHERE :D & I'm going to learn a new word everyday .
How about that ? I want to expandddd my vocabulary !
LOL . Anyway, PHYSICS WAS HILARIOUS . But I think I've got to study Physics, by myself .
Teacher isn't helping at all ! ):
& I think Mdm Chin loves me . ROFL . She keeps on calling out my name please ?!
I think Valenlyn deserves more attention you know ?
Kays, rushing off to complete my homework .
I'm running behind timeeeee !

Hot and you're cold

2009-01-13T20:19:00.001+08:00

Aaron makes me cry ):

He just made me cry ):

I can't believe that I have impacted a student from my PSL class .
Really .
Aaron really touched my heart .
He said he missed us . It included me .
I have scolded them a lot . I admit .
And he actually said he knew it was for our own good .
And Indah just told me something :

Indah
ok.
Indah
hes going to cry
- ♥ HEMA ; homework - working on it .
WHY ?
- ♥ HEMA ; homework - working on it .
ehh i alr so sad right now ..
Indah
cos its ur last year
- ♥ HEMA ; homework - working on it .
OMG .
- ♥ HEMA ; homework - working on it .
eh i wanna cry alr .
Indah
wth. u both going to cry

Tell me, how can I not cry when I hear that ?
I'm happy that at least, I managed to have done something during the last few months in this school .
I must thank the board for the wonderful opportunity .
And also for allowing me to be a part of the best orientation programme in CCKS history .
I'm really loving the life I have now .
Damn, me . Cherish NOW !

I DEMAND A CLASS PHOTO WITH 1/2 NOW !

We're all in this together .

2009-01-10T23:46:00.001+08:00

I love you secondary ones :D
Thanks for making my last year so memorable, really .
The picture above shows how happy I am and how accomplished I feel .
The feeling of satisfaction never came until today .

I may have scolded you guys a dozen of times, be it in the backstage or whatsoever reason .
But I hope you guys don't take it to heart .
7 days passed too quickly, so has my last event as a prefect .
I'm hoping to relive your joy and see you guys as a cohort again .

As for 1/2 .
I owe you guys a lot .
Thanks for all the memories, be it bitter, sweet or whatsoever, you guys made my first few days interesting .
I hope you guys had fun .
I may not remember you names well enough, and I want to know everyone of you .
I want to say some things to you guys .

Chen Sze Ming .
You may be a class joker at times and a person with an attitude at times but wheneven I get the chance to talk to you personally, I feel that you're a complete different person .
You've got someone that everyone likes in you . Bring it out okay ?
Forget those days you had in primary school . They may not be good for you .
Secondary school, it's all new . I hope you'll be who you are exactly .
Thanks for making me laugh whenever I get too serious .

Aaron .
So what if you're small in size .
You showed us that sizes don't matter .
Its your character that counts .
You may be against us during the first few days .
But I noticed that during the camp, you were very nice . Really .
Thanks for the memory (:

Eamon .
Okay, finally I got your name right .
You are small in size, like Aaron, but the both of you are so cute !
Eamon, your smile is very encouraging and seeing your smile and a few others' was what kept me going and not wanting to give up easily on you guys .
We need people like you to continue supporting those leading . A smile does the job, easily .
Thanks for your bright smiles :D

Prisilla .
Thank you sooooo much, really .
You're so enthusiastic and you never fail to smile .
You are like Eamon . I must thank you for taking initiatives in class .
And also for voicing out .
We need someone like you, not scared to speak up at times .
You always have questions, that help you in learning .
You grow, very easily .
Thanks a lot for all you've done girl .

Wann .
The camp may not have been easy for you as you fell sick .
We all understand (:
Your enthusiasm is paid off .
The prefects feel that you've been actively playing your part as a member of your class .
Well done . It's good to also take lead, that's why I told you to lead your class in the class performance .
Thanks for helping girl !

Jing Jie .
You may have came from Malaysia and may be an outcast as you don't have much things in common with the others for now .
But I hope you'll be more outspoken, don't be afraid .
There are friends waiting for you .
Learn more, share more about yourself, then only you will grow .
There's more to know about you .
I hope to see you smiling more next time .
& hope to see you in drama ! :DDDD

Shi Min .
Thank you so much for agreeing to be the emcee for the performance items .
I'm proud of you cause as far as I know, no sec 1 normal academic student has done emceeing for the performance bit in 4 years . You did a great job .
And thank you for being such an enthusiastic gang leader .
Don't be afraid again . We're all behind you .

To the rest of 1/2 :
Thanks alot for cooperating with all my prefects .
I would have lectured you for a handful of times and shouted badly at you for once .
I hope you guys would really start working as 1/2, a class .
So what if you guys are Normal Academic .
That doesn't mean you guys cannot do many things .
You can . If you believe .
Start believing in yourself .
My prefects and I will always love you guys no matter how rowdy, chaotic or bad you guys can get .
Cause you guys played a big role in helping us prefects step up as a board .
We couldn't have done it without you .

I still love you guys, despite your mistakes .
:D
& the other F2 classes, YOU GUYS ALTOGETHER ROCK OUR LIVES :D
F2
ELMO
IS
♥

&

FAMILY HEAD : HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY :DDDDD ♥♥♥♥♥

three doors down .

2009-01-06T22:19:00.001+08:00

School started late .
Attire check . rawr .
And I stayed at the void deck with the late comers and waited for the group who went to send Amos off the airport .
And I missed mother tongue lessons . WTF .
I missed out on quite a bit .
Then it was Chemistry again .
Oh well, no difference . Had fun during lessons .
I love my desk mate :D CherylChewQianMin ♥
Then proceeded for early recess and recess duty .
And joined my PSL shortly after .
I went in and had to give lecture . Tsk, left a bad impression on me and I was on the brink of giving up .
As usual, the same 2 souls came to my rescue . AGAIN .
Theoretically, this proves I'm not capable of handling the class .
Right Sankarsh ?
Then proceeded back to class for Amaths . I wasn't looking forward to the lesson .
I tried my best to pay attention, but I guess my mind wandered off then ...
Came home and I slept until 9 pm . And hell yeah, I haven't packed my bag for camp .

Okay, I had enough to ranting for today .
I need to pack bag !

I call it, Propaganda .

2009-01-05T21:21:00.001+08:00

What a start .
Firstly, Mother Tongue :D
Oh gawd, I stepped into class late .
Missed out on some stuff ..
Then it was Chemistry .
Ms Rico Chow .
Interesting personality, and she took 1 hour to introduce herself . LOL .
Then it was English .
Ms Tam, newbie in school I guess .
Her accent killed me, but yeah, I endured it .
She went into class rules, GT-61 ( Yeah baby ) and something about unhealthy relationship by having a handphone ?!
She'll be teaching the lowest band, and I doubt my capability in English isn't that low you know .
Then recess duty . Oh yeah, I did I miss out that we didn't go for PSL .
Mr Tay took our orientation time so ... you know .
I got banded for Maths, last band .
I expected it . A test is on its way, it seems .
Mdm Chin, nice teacher but . I'm still scared . I had another round of GT-61 again .
Tsk, I've been hearing that for 2 months, I didn't expect to hear it in class for every lesson .
Then it was Physics . Ms Low Wing Shan .
MR TAN ( NINCOMPOOP ) LEFT US ! ):
* Shakes head *
& I'm sitting beside smart ass ( Lingjie ) :D

Oh well .. And currently having fever ):
She said I'm too stressed .
In fact, I'm too pissed .
Talked to Ezzati and let my feelings out .
I really needed that break .
Anyway tomorrow is going to be a long day ..
& Sankarsh & Arif's coming back :D
Woohooo !

Kkay, I'm so going to rest .
Before that, finish up my homework, yes HOMEWORK .

I heard that .

2009-01-04T18:00:00.000+08:00

Never let the fear of striking out, keep you from playing the game

That quote really striked me .
Why fear of failure ?
Why fear of more failure after one failure ?
Why don't we try harder and continue the journey ?

Edison said that he didn't fail . Instead he found 10000 ways that won't work.
Like wise, when we apply this same concept into our daily lives and we fail, it means that we found a new way that would not work out .
They always say that failure is a step closer to success, and I believe in that .
If I don't succeed, at least I know I'm closer to success by a step .

If managing 1/2 in that way is difficult and it's not working out, I have just found a way that won't work .
I should change my way of approaching them instead ...
Well, hoping to see a better outcome tomorrow !
1/2 (:

Anyway, people who are afraid of failing should just think twice about it .
Really .
Off to schoooooool :D Well in 12 hours time .

Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY VALERIE CHIAM . (tsk, so old le 16 lehh, i jealous )

start of something new

2009-01-01T20:29:00.000+08:00

2 -things to be happy about; SIXTEEN & more freedom (:
o -stepping down from cca ):
o -last year in this school ):
9 -more months to the major exam ):

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL :D

Oh man, look how fast time flies .
It was only yesterday that was 2008 .
Now i'm already sec 4 . Tsk ...

Tomorrow is the start of all student's dreadings - school .
I'm not ready to accept the new lifestyle, being seniors of the school..
However, SECONDARY ONE ORIENTATION ! HERE I COME :D

I'm looking forward to that, for at least the past 7 months .
All the effort put into this project, I hope, will not go to waste !
I'm going to cherish every day of my life from now on and make the best out of it .
That's my new year resolution .
Oh well.. Reflecting everyday now .
I'll make sure I learn something everyday and I must be proud of it :D

I'm packing for tomorrow, sleeping early and reaching school the earliest I've ever reached in my life :D That's a goal for tomorrow .
Lets make life worth while, yeah ?

oh yeah, HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAZHIFFI :DDDDDDDDDDD

Slap me hard .

2008-11-23T21:44:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED YUSRI LOSER ! (17 Nov)

OMG . YOU NEVER REMIND ME !

I feel so dumb to forget my junior's birthday !!!

OMG !!!! Sorry that I forgot cause my head was cramped up with I MISS CHENNAI !

SO SORRY !

Kk . Thats it .